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	      <title><![CDATA[Impulse]]></title>
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	      <description><![CDATA[Quotes from the best book, I have ever, ever read.<br><br>The thread<br><br>Wish you could turn off the questions, turn off the voices, turn off all sound.<br>Yearn to close out the ugliness, close out the filthiness, close out all light.<br>Long to cast away yesterday, cast away memory, cast away all jeopardy.<br>Pray you could somehow stop the uncertainty, somehow stop the loathing, somehow stop the pain.<br><br>Act on your impluse, swallow the bottle, cut a little deeper, put the gun to your chest.<br>_______________________________________________________________________<br><br>Cloistered<br><br>I can't remember when it has snowed so much, yards and yards of lacy ribbons, wrapping the world in white. Was it 3 years ago? Ten?<br>Memory is a tenuous thing, like a rainbows end, or a camera with a failing lens. Sometimes my focus is sharp, every detail clear as the splashes of ice, fringing the eaves; other times it is a hazy field of frost, like the meadow outside my window. A lawn? A parking lot? Is it even a window i'm looking through, or only cloudy panes of vision, opening on drifts of ivory linens- soft cotton, crisp ercale- my snow just a blizzard of white noise?<br><br>______________________________________________________________________<br><br>I hate this feeling,<br><br>Like i'm here, but i'm not, like someone cares, but they dont. like i belong anywhere but here and escape lies just past that snowy window, cool and crisp as the feb air. i condsider the streets beyond, bleak as the bleached bones of wilderness scaffolding my heart. just a stone throws away. <br><br>______________________________________________________________________<br><br>Just another day,<br><br>Trying to keep my head above water-the azure water im sliding down into now. too much confusion. too much upset. too much time without a mood adjuster. im sure im not the only one either. the pill patrol better put it in high gear.<br><br>______________________________________________________________________<br><br>Memory is a tenuous thing....<br><br>Flickering glimpses, blue and white, like ancient decomposing 16mm film. happiness escapes me there, where faces are vague and yesterday seems to come tied up in ribbons of pain. ( There must be happiness out there somewhere, but i can't find it)<br>Happiness? i look for it instead in today, where memory is something i can still touch, still rely on. i find it in the smiles of new friends, the hope blossoming inside. (Scary but accurate.)<br>My happiest memories have no place in the past, they are those i have yet to create. <br><br>_____________________________________________________________________<br><br>Tonys kiss<br><br>Its like no other kiss ever<br>it wants, but does not demand<br>it asks, but doesnt take<br>it gives and pleads for more<br>it is filled with desire,<br>but also curiosity, and it<br>teaches me that a kiss<br>should come gift wrapped,<br>not stripped naked.<br>most of all, it makes me<br>want another kiss<br>exactly like this one.<br>it will not be tonight.<br><br><br>]]></description>
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	      <description><![CDATA[It's raining right now. I like the rain. It matches my mood.<br><br>It's hard, aggressive, and sometimes dangerous. Yet it can be calm and beautiful too.<br><br>The quick pulses of lightning are like the flashes of fury that pass through me. Sometimes, those feelings surface. They, are let known. Seen, but never heard.<br><br>Thunder. It's the weakness that brings you to your knees. When you can't fight anymore.<br><br>Rain. The rain is your memories. The ones your trying to let go of, the ones your trying to find, the ones you try to hide from. <br><br>Puddles and streams. The puddles are the memories you can't fight. They are the ones that will stay. Streams are the memories that you are forgetting. Being washed away from your mind.<br><br>Then it dries up. The sun comes out. You're in a good place right now. Those memories can't touch you. Until it rains again.<br><br>And when it does, those memories will come flooding back. Pounding your mind, body and soul. Did you think you could forget them? You can't. They're there.<br><br>Always and forever. <br>]]></description>
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	      <title><![CDATA[I'm back]]></title>
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	      <description><![CDATA[For now anyways.<br><br>But i'm thinking, that I wanna stay. For awhile.<br><br>And that i just might start writing here, what i write in a book. <br><br>There's not alotta people that have read what I've written. Actually, no ones really read anything more than a quote.<br><br>But im think that i miht just wanna start writing it here.<br><br>To share. With all of you. :)<br><br>It's kinda depressing. I'm kinda in a bad place right now. But I think with time, that'll get better. I'm hoping anyways. But that what keep you going isn't it? Hope. A little sliver gold, not to far from you grasp. Like a carrot, dangling in front of a donkey. Something to keep you from sinking down into the blue, so far that you can't get back up. It's there. You need it. Everyone does. It's what keeps us alive.<br>]]></description>
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	      <title><![CDATA[HEDLEY!!!!]]></title>
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	      <description><![CDATA[Yes. it's true. Some good ass bands are finally coming to Hamilton. HEDLEY!!! I can't wait! Got ticekts to see them on thursday the 31st. They are playing with State of Shock and Summerside!!&nbsp; Im.So.EXCITED!!!]]></description>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Interview]]></title>
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	      <description><![CDATA[<p><b>Panic! at the Disco - 01.05.07</b><br>Posted on 01-05-07 by Jason Tate </p>
<p align="justify">The following interview was conducted in the latter
parts of 2006, and is comprised almost entirely of questions compiled
from fan submissions on this very website. We want to thank the band, <a href="http://www.absolutepunk.net/panicatthedisco"><b><u><font color="#0000ff">Panic! at the Disco</font></u></b></a>, as well as their management team for helping us put this interview together.<br><br><b>What is with the makeup you wear during your performances on tour and other shows? Why do you feel the need to wear it? </b><br><br>Ryan: “I feel pretty, oh so pretty…” <br><br>Spencer:
We always want our fans to be entertained and to feel like they came to
see a show. What’s weird is I can’t understand why it bothers anyone. <br><br><b>When
did the band decide to make a switch from seemingly normal clothes and
nothing on stage to the costumes, makeup, and circus act? Do you ever
think that the theatrics you put into your live show all of the sudden
will make people think you’re a “gimmick” band? If you don’t, why isn’t
it a gimmick? </b><br><br>Spencer: We switched when we were able to
headline and control the overall show. When you’re an opening band, you
have a very short set and limited stage room. You’re also not making
enough to pay for gas, let alone a crew and production so it doesn’t
make sense to half ass it. I don’t get why trying to do the best show
possible for our fans makes us a “gimmick” band. The album doesn’t wear
makeup. If you liked the album before we had make up on. Why would it
suddenly become worse? <br><br><b>Do you ever think that the over-the-top props and add-ons will overshadow the music you’re playing on stage? </b><br><br>Spencer:
Hopefully the music will stand up on its own. Otherwise, I’m going to
need a REALLY tall drum riser and a giant fire-breathing lizard next
tour. <br><br><b>Your initial first tour was with Acceptance and
Cartel in small venues and clubs. Now you’re selling out arena tours.
Which one do you like doing better if you were given the choice? Why?
Would you ever go back and do a small venue tour if given the
opportunity?</b> <br><br>Spencer: We definitely like arenas better
because we can put on a full show with big production. We’ve only done
two headline tours so I’m sure at some point we’ll want to so something
smaller. <br><br><b>You opted to not play Warped Tour this year.
Instead you chose your own tour and Lollapalooza. What brought about
that decision? </b><br><br>Spencer: We wanted to do a headline tour to
be able to do a full show for our fans. Lollapalooza was added at the
end of our tour. <br><br><b>Since you chose Lollapalooza, who had
bands like Radiohead, Cursive and The Shins over Warped Tour who were
known for featuring The Academy Is.. Underoath, and Motion City
Soundtrack this summer, which group do you see yourselves being able to
associate with more? The Lollapalooza bands and crowd or the Warped
Tour bands and crowd? </b><br><br>Spencer: We didn’t choose
Lollapalooza over Warped tour. We chose headlining over Warped. We have
nothing against Warped tour, we just wanted to headline. Lollapalooza
was only one date. Whoever our fans like is fine with us, as long as
they like us. I don’t care if they also like the Decemberists or
Britney Spears or Brand New. The bands we like are all from different
scenes as well.<br><br><b>At the Reading and Leeds Festival in the UK,
a member in the crowd threw a bottle at Brendon and hit him which
resulted in him being knocked to the ground. What are your feelings and
take on the incident? </b><br><br>Spencer: That sucked. We’re lucky he
wasn’t hurt badly. Hating a band is everyone’s right but it’s not cool
to throw shit on stage. It’s like throwing a suckerpunch. <br><br><b>During
your live shows, you’ve covered Radiohead and Smashing Pumpkins. You’ve
also covered Queen, who’s front man, Freddie Mercury, is considered to
be one of the greatest showmen in the history of rock music and hard to
hold a candle to. Do you think covering these bands, who are held to
such high regard, are doing them justice? Is Mercury a big influence on
Brendon’s performances during shows? </b><br><br>Spencer: We added the
covers because we only have an album worth of material and we didn’t
want to shortchange our fans. We chose those songs because we love them
and, hopefully, we turned some kids on to some great bands. We all love
Queen but Brendon’s more influenced by Journey’s “Don’t Stop
Believing”. He slays “Killer Queen” on Guitar Hero. <br><br><b>On
tour, are there any special requests that you ask for backstage?
Anything that you must have on the tour bus to get by each day? Are
there any rituals as a band or individually that you do
before/after/during shows each night? </b><br><br>Ryan: Capri Sun! <br><br>Jon:
We are pretty low maintenance when it comes to our dressing room. pb
and j, fruit, water, red bull ... all the living essentials ... we put
on 90s alternative hits before the show to get warmed up. Usually we
get some type of buffalo-styled chicken for after we play.<br><br><b>Were
there any songs that didn’t make it onto A Fever You Can’t Sweat Out?
If so, do you ever think they’ll see the light of day, like a possible
B-sides album? </b><br><br>Ryan: No, I don’t like to throw things away
so just we worked and re-worked each song until we were happy with it.
We’re writing the new album now and I’m approaching everything the same
way. <br><br><b>Where do you get the inspiration from for your lyrics? </b><br><br>Ryan:
oscar wilde once said no great artist ever sees things as they really
are, if he did, he would cease to be an artist, and, two things every
artist should avoid are modernity of form and modernity of subject
matter. I like both these ideas and so I like to start with characters
and a storyline. If the characters are interesting and the storyline is
strong, the lyrics start writing themselves. <br><br><b>You say one of your main influences are Radiohead. Where do you see them coming across in the music that you play? </b><br><br>Ryan:
I don’t remember us saying that but if we did, what we meant was that
we’re influenced by what they’ve done in creating something that’s
their own rather than being influenced musically by them per se. We
like a lot of bands, none of which have much in common other than they
are unique unto themselves and they write great songs. So if someone
asks if we’re influenced by Radiohead or Counting Crows or Third Eye
Blind or Tom Waits and we say yes, it doesn’t mean we want to sound
like them it just means we admire the way they do things. <br><br><b>Will the next record be more like the second half of your debut CD, or will there be more electronic “dancy” songs? </b><br><br>Ryan:
We wrote “Fever” in chronological order so the next one will probably
be a progression from the second half of the album. Of course,
Brendon’s been in Africa for the last month and a half with Madonna
trying to adopt a child so it could sound like tribal drums mashed up
with like a virgin. <br><b><br>Are there any tentative album titles or song titles for the next record yet? </b><br><br>Spencer:
We have a couple of possibles, “Panic! at the Disco is…Here” or “the
devil and pete wentz are raging inside me” or does that give away that
we think pete wentz is god? Actually, we’ve just started writing for it
so we don’t have titles yet but this has me thinking… <br><br><b>What
news can you give us about the new album you’ll be putting out?
Possible recording times/length of the recording/producer selection? </b><br><br>Spencer:
Depending on whether or not we are done with the writing, we hope to go
in in May. We want the record to have 14 songs. 7 and 7, like the
drink. <br><br><b>There are many references to the writings of Chuck
Palanuhik. Was this accidental, or intentional? Have you ever been
contacted from his estate for the allusions and quotes? Will this be a
continued theme on the new album? </b><br><br>Ryan: “Time to Dance” is
about a book he wrote called “Invisible Monsters” and the title of the
“The Only Difference…” is from “Survivor”. They were definitely
intentional and written around the time I was reading these books. No
one’s called from the estate so far. <br><br>Spencer: Every lyric in “Build God” is a direct ripoff of Jurassic Park 2: the Lost World” from the director’s cut. <br><br><b>There
are also many references found in A Fever You Can’t Sweat Out to the
movie, Closer. Any personal connection or story as to why there are so
many lines and references to the movie in your album? </b><br><br>Spencer:
There are two song titles and that’s only because the quote is so long
we had to break it into two (“Lying is the most fun… and But its better
if you do”. It was pretty much a case of timing. We were trying to
think of titles for the album and we saw Closer and liked that line-no
deeper meaning than that. <br><br><b>What is the ideal of “making it” in the music industry to the members of Panic! At the Disco? </b><br><b>Is the fame you’ve achieved everything you all thought it would be? </b><br><br>Spencer:
We never even considered we’d be famous when we were making the album
so its hard to know what we thought it would be like except maybe what
we saw in a Young Jeezy video.<br><br>Ryan: We didn’t want to be on the radio at first. <br><br><b>Who
do you feel you owe most of your success to? Would you owe it to Pete
Wentz of Fall Out Boy, the mainstream media such as radio and MTV,
yourselves, or someone/something else? </b><br><br>Spencer: I’d like to thank members of the academy, Johnny Minardi, livejournal.com.<br><br>Ryan:
It started with kids liking the songs and telling other kids about them
so we pretty much owe it to them. Lots of other people helped - success
has many fathers, failure many sons. <br><br><b>Do you feel that
Brendon’s comment to MTV about emo being bullshit has alienated any of
your fans who are told by the media outlets that you’re an “emo” band? </b><br><br>Brendon:
It was NME, not MTV. NME thrives on beef. The writer spent two days
with us trying to get us to talk shit about My Chem, the Killers and
Fall Out Boy and what he got out of us was a quote taken out of
context. <br><br>Spencer: I would hope that if someone likes our band
that likes emo, they would continue to like us even if we don’t
consider ourselves emo. Brendon didn’t mean emo bands are bullshit, he
meant emo is a bullshit term because its so vague. Particularly in the
UK, it’s used to describe too many types of bands. It’s not like
Underoath and Hello Goodbye sound even remotely similar, yet they’re
both called emo. <br><br><b>Is there a fear of possibly failing or
dropping off the face of the earth with the music scene that you’re in
(since the mainstream’s musical tastes and fads change every few
years)? </b><br><br>Ryan: Our goal wasn’t to become part of the
mainstream music scene so if we disappear from it but are making
records we’re still proud of, I won’t consider that failing. <br><br><b>A
lot of different bands have spoken out about you all achieving fame
almost overnight instead of “paying your dues” of living in a van and
eating off the 99 cent Taco Bell menu 7 days a week. How do you feel
about the bands that criticize you for it? What would be your response
to them? </b><br><br>Ryan: We still eat off the 99 cent Taco Bell menu 7 days a week. <br><br>Spencer:
I eat jr bacon cheeseburgers off Wendy’s value menu by choice. It’s
such a hard a question to answer because we didn’t plan on not paying
our dues. <br><br>Ryan: We planned on being a small, touring band. We
signed a very small record deal and we chose managers who were known
for building things by touring and the internet so we could make the
album we wanted to make without a&amp;r interference. When radio
started playing the record, it wasn’t because of a big label, it was
just kids calling up wanting to hear it, which is what every band
wants. Our ability to control how fast we grew became out of our hands.
At the same time, we’re not a DIY punk band. It would be ridiculous for
us to pretend we are. <br><br><b>Do you hold any hostility toward Will from Cartel for his comments in Alternative Press? </b><br><br>Spencer:
Not at all. I never read or heard what his comments were, I only heard
he made some comments. When you’re being interviewed, sometimes things
come out the wrong way. I understand that from experience. <br><br><b>In
addition to other bands, many message board users as well as music
fans, also criticize Panic! Why do you think there is so much hate
surrounding the band besides the instant fame and success that you’ve
received? </b><br><br>Spencer: I don’t really know. Other than the
question being the answer, I have no idea why. People naturally love
the underdog and we’re not the underdog anymore. Do you know that
Morrissey song “We Hate It When Our Friends Become Successful”? Maybe
that has something to do with it. <br><br><b>Most of your fan base are
"younger screaming girls," most of whom initially found you on MTV and
through Fall Out Boy. What do you honestly think of the majority of the
fans that you have? </b><br><br>Spencer: That’s a pretty tough way to
put a question. We’re very grateful we have as many fans as we have. I
think sometimes younger fans choose what they like without
pretense-they just hear something they like and that’s it. They don’t
have house payments, car payments and other things to worry about so
they can invest more of themselves in the bands they like. <br><br><b>You’ve
made comments regarding not wanting fans to love you purely for your
“boyish good looks” – however, you can’t turn away from those that do.
How do you balance this dichotomy?</b> <br><br>Ryan: I made that
comment when we things first started happening fast and I think I was
questioning whether people were listening to the songs or not. I think
an actor like Johnny Depp or Brad Pitt has probably felt the same way
at some point. When you’re a songwriter or musician, you want people to
like your music. Doing interviews is not something we ever planned on
and we’re not professional interviewees. Sometimes things come out that
are taken the wrong way. <br><br><b>Do you ever worry about the new
fans you gain from the media attention that you all receive will turn
off fans that you’ve had since the beginning? What do you think of the
fans you’ve had since conception who are now unwilling to go to shows
to avoid the masses of screaming fan girls that are there? </b><br><br>Ryan:
That’s kind of a strange question since the questions beforehand have
basically been saying we’ve had “instant fame” It’s somewhat
contradictory isn’t it? I hope the early fans-the ones that saw us
first of five on the Acceptance tour or the ones that got into us from
“Time to Dance” on purevolume will give our second album a chance. <br><br><b>Does
it ever creep you out that fans have begun knowing more about each of
your lives than any of you do individually? What is your personal take
on having your life under the microscope for so many of your fans to
see? Is keeping things private hard for you all to do now since you
have so many fans and the internet makes everything readily available
for them? </b><br><br>Ryan: I think celebrities make too much [of] a
big deal about not having any privacy. I think if you don’t put the
drama out there people make it up for you. I don’t have a myspace
profile but there are plenty of fake Ryan Ross profiles. The shit
people make up is much crazier that what really goes on. I’ve heard
that I’m dating Hillary Duff right now and that I got kicked out of the
band. My fake life definitely makes it more interesting for me. <br><br><b>What
do you think about the fans that have tracked down your past
girlfriends have begun idolizing them and giving each their own cult
following via the internet? </b><br><br>Ryan: It’s Disgusting. Why
would people idolize someone who doesn’t do anything and saying you’re
a model/photographer with a digital camera and photoshop does not count
as an artist. <br><br>Spencer: That’s some weird shit. <br><br><b>Many
of your fans used to make their Myspace/Messenger Screennames/various
message board names *their name*! At the Disco. What is your take on
that little internet phenomenon your band name started? </b><br><br>Spencer:
my screen name is jasontate!atthedisco actually. It’s cool, whatever
kids that like our music wanna do with our name is fine with us. <br><br><b>Many
fans, as well as non-fans, entertain the thoughts that members of the
band may be homosexual due to pictures that have been taken of the band
during shows and posted on the internet, as well as some of the actions
of the band members. What is your response to this kind of blatant
stereotyping (and ignorance)? </b><br><br>Ryan: We’re not gay, not that there’s anything wrong with it. <br><br><b>Many
think that from your responses and comments to interviews you have
done, that you’ve become unappreciative of the fame you’ve received as
well as the fans that you have/had. What response can you give to this?
<br></b><br>Spencer: I don’t think we are unappreciative. As Ryan said
before, we’re not necessarily good at doing interviews so I think a lot
of it might be that. I think there’s also some a bunch of things we
never said or did that float around on message boards and become fact
after awhile that contribute to the backlash. <br><br><b>In different
interviews, you’ve said that your band name was taken from a Name Taken
song, but in more recent interviews, you’ve stated Morrissey. Which one
was it?</b><br><br>Spencer: It’s really both-I think Name Taken took it
from the Smiths song. When we first started doing interviews, we were
doing them with scene websites who knew Name Taken. As we got bigger,
the magazines didn’t know who Name Taken was and everyone knows the
Smiths song so it was just an easier answer. No band is too stoked on
answering the “where’d the name come from” question too many times. <br><br><b>You’re
doing a cover of the song, “This is Halloween“, from A Nightmare Before
Christmas, which in recent years has turned into a scenster cult movie.
Do you have any personal account as to why you accepted the offer to do
the cover? If you were given another offer to do any score from an
already existing movie what would it be? </b><br><br>Spencer: We’re
huge fans of Danny Elfman’s scores and we weren’t planning on doing any
new recording because we were on tour but when that opportunity
happened, we couldn’t pass it up so we ended up doing it with an
orchestra rather than Panic! style because it was easier to work on
just arranging the vocals on the road. <br><br>Ryan: I’m a big fan of
the scores of romeo and juliet, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind,
all the burton films, moulin rouge, and chicago.<br><br><b>What band
that is in the scene, whether you’re associated with the band or not,
do you think deserves of the same amount of fame that you all have been
given? </b><br><br>Ryan: Forgive Durden and the Nurses <br><br>John: As Tall As Lions <br><br>Spencer: The Dear Hunter <br><br>Brendon: Forgive Durden <br><br><b>Jon
Walker used to do episodes called TAITV with The Academy Is... Now he
plays bass in Panic. Will there be any PATDtv episodes for fans to look
forward to? </b><br><br>Spencer: Mike Carden has a copyright on TAITV so we’d have to pay him royalties (kidding). <br><br>Jon:
patdtv would never work because there are too many letters.. but you
may see some short clips here and there of us in the studio or playing
catch.<br><br><b>What happened to the infamous rose vest Ryan used to wear during stage performances? Who is the designer of the vest? </b><br><br>Ryan: jake oliver and some students at FIT. Unfortunately, I lost it in new zealand.<br><br><b>If
there was anything as a band, from playing in a garage to touring the
world on headlining arena tours, that you would all do over or change,
what would it be? Why? </b><br><br>Spencer: People always make a big
deal about how we hadn’t played shows before we were signed and,
really, we wish we could’ve so we could’ve been more comfortable when
we went on our first national tour. <br><br><b>What made you decide to
send demos to Pete Wentz of Fall Out Boy? Do you think he can market
anything or anyone given to him? Where do you think you’d be as a band
had he not heard your demos and signed you to his Fueled by Ramen
imprint, Decaydance? </b><br><br>Spencer: We were superfans. We had no
idea how anything worked in the music business. We didn’t have any
contacts whatsoever and only two songs. We liked their band and when
you don’t think anything’s gonna come of it, it’s like ‘why not’? <br><br><b>Many
rumors have gone around from Brent’s departure from the band. What is
the real story behind it? Did he leave or was he kicked out? Is it true
that he didn’t play any of the bass parts on the debut album? How is
the lawsuit that he has against the band faring? </b><br><br>Spencer:
I think pretty much everything has been said on this subject. It was
not an easy thing to do because we were all friends but things were
moving fast for the band and, at least in our opinion, Brent was not on
the same page as the rest of us, as far as growing as a musician. He
did not play the bass parts, Brendon played all of them. Brendon is a
really good musician - if you saw our last tour, you saw him play
guitar, piano and drums. We recorded our album on a very tight budget
and tight budgets mean tight schedules. Having Brendon play the bass
parts made the most sense, given our time constraints. As far as the
lawsuit, we haven’t received anything about it. He was paid an equal
share of all the tours he was on and, as far as I know, he’s been paid
and is being paid all the royalties he’s owed. <br><br><b>Do you
regret the comment made on MTV Canada about Brent being the first one
drunk on New Years since it put the band in a bad light for saying it?
What made you Jon give the response in the first place? </b><br><br>Jon:
The truth is it just slipped out - you can tell from the way I covered
my mouth right after that I realized I wasn’t supposed to say that. I
think everyone has those moments, mine happened to be on camera.</p>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>kate1315</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-01-25T20:09:58Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Interview]]></title>
	      <link>http://kate1315.buzznet.com/user/journal/98361/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<p><strong>Rolling Stones Q&amp;A with Ryan Ross</strong></p><p><br><strong></strong></p><p><strong><span style="font-weight: normal;">Its old but i posted it cause i like it.</span><br></strong></p><p><strong><br></strong></p><p><strong>What's your first musical memory?</strong></p>
<p>When I was about six, I was kind of a cowboy. I'd dress up in
boots, straps, hat and bandanna, and my dad would take us to the
rodeo. Whenever I'd go anywhere with my dad -- in his 1980 burgundy
Dodge Ram -- he'd always listen to mix tapes of country-music stars
like Garth Brooks, Clint Black and Willie Nelson. Those were the
first songs I ever learned the words to.</p>
<p><strong>How and why did you get your first guitar, at age
twelve?</strong></p>
<p>I was really into Blink-182 and punk bands like NOFX and MXPX.
Originally, I wanted to learn how to play like Tom DeLonge. That
was my first influence -- [Blink's] <em>Dude Ranch</em>.</p>
<p>I kept begging my dad for a guitar. I picked out an off-brand, a
Harmony, I think, out of the Sears Christmas catalog. It came with
a battery-powered amp. It was $100 for everything.</p>
<p><strong>Growing up, where'd you go to shows?</strong></p>
<p>The first show I ever went to was a band called Strung Out. It
was at this supersmall place called the Castle. There was a huge
mosh pit. I was so small -- I was just trying not to get killed.
After that, I was hooked.</p>
<p><strong>Panic! singer Brendon Urie was raised Mormon. What rules
has he broken while on the road?</strong></p>
<p>He's definitely had some caffeine, and he's had a couple of
drinks here and there, and maybe a couple of girls -- I don't know.
[<em>Laughs</em>] I'm not saying. He's definitely not the good
Mormon boy we once knew.</p>
<p><strong>Did you see Pete Wentz's naked photos on the
Internet?</strong></p>
<p>[<em>Laughs</em>] Yeah, I did.</p>
<p><strong>What'd you think?</strong></p>
<p>He's hangin' out, showing his stuff. I thought it was hilarious.
I could totally see him doing something like that -- that part
didn't surprise me.</p>
<p><strong>Are you friends with the Killers? They're from
Vegas.</strong></p>
<p>I've never met them, but I think the Killers' drummer takes his
dog to our bass player's dad, who's a vet.</p>
<p><strong>Have you trashed a hotel room?</strong></p>
<p>We've trashed our bus! There's just shit everywhere, all the
time. There's a box of pizza in front of me that's five days old.
No one's gonna eat it. We haven't learned how to clean up yet.</p>
<p><strong>Does it annoy you when everyone at the shows sings
along?</strong></p>
<p>At our first show ever, only three of our songs -- "Time to
Dance," "Nails for Breakfast, Tacks for Snacks" and "Camisado" --
were on the Internet, and people were singing along to every word.
It was a shock; it was flattering. But on the first tour, it was
weird. Some of the stuff is really personal, and I felt like people
didn't understand what they were singing. There's not much I can do
about that. People take lines and they'll ask me, "What does this
mean?" I don't really answer them -- if it helps them relate to
something, I don't want to take that away.</p>
<p><strong>Does your dad like the songs you wrote about
him?</strong></p>
<p>We haven't really talked about it directly. I'm sure that he
knows they're about him, and he hasn't acted differently toward me,
like he's mad or disappointed. He plays the CD all the time -- it's
kind of funny.</p>
<p><strong>What's your ring tone?</strong></p>
<p>I'm getting a new phone in five days, and I have my ring-tone
plan down. I've got Sixpence None the Richer, "Kiss Me." That's one
of those songs that you hate to love -- but I really do like
it.</p>
<p><strong>Other guilty pleasures?</strong></p>
<p>Some people would say Counting Crows or Third Eye Blind would be
a guilty pleasure, but they're two of my favorite bands -- I'm not
ashamed of it. I really like [the Crows'] <em>Across the Wire</em>
-- the live stuff -- and how [Adam Duritz] changed all the
melodies.</p>
<p><strong>That's how you get people to stop singing
along.</strong></p>
<p>That's true. We're working on new arrangements for the old
songs, so we can change things up for our headlining tour. That'll
be fun. For us, at least.</p>
<p><strong>What's with the accordions on your record?</strong></p>
<p>I like the sound of that instrument. The <em>Amelie</em>
soundtrack is all accordions. I love that and Danny Elfman's
<em>Nightmare Before Christmas</em>. Movie scores are my biggest
influence.</p>
<p><strong>Do you listen to classic rock?</strong></p>
<p>I'm into Pink Floyd -- they had albums that were completely
cohesive, like one continuous track. Queen's one of my favorite
bands -- the theatrics! Freddie Mercury's my favorite vocalist of
all time.</p>
<p><strong>Does it piss you off when fans say to Brendon, "Your
words move me"?</strong></p>
<p>Well, I can't really get mad. If I was the singer, I wouldn't be
able to write some of the stuff I write. He'll get the praise or
he'll take the heat for it. I wouldn't be able to deliver that
stuff. It's not that I'm afraid of it, but I'm not confident
enough.</p>
<p><strong>Or is it because you have a shitty voice?</strong></p>
<p> That's the other reason.</p>]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>kate1315</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-01-11T16:57:54Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[New Panic! Lyrics]]></title>
	      <link>http://kate1315.buzznet.com/user/journal/97565/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>Hey i was looking around and I found some new possible lyrics to Panic!'s new album. It is supposed to be out around July. Ryan is an amazing witer and I really like like them and I hope they do go into one of the songs. </P>
<P><STRONG><FONT color=#655753>A minute of perfection was worth the effort. A moment was the most you could ever expect from perfection.<BR></FONT></STRONG>I'm a half-completed crossword<BR>Find your school: city state search<BR>Oh look! Oh look! She's become a model now<BR>Crash her wedding, she's wearing red shoes<BR>but she hasn't a thing to wear<BR>I'm a fighting man, but I've no hands<BR>But if you like, I guess, I mean, I guess I could tie the boxing gloves on anyway<BR>One boxing match in the church baby, a shotgun wedding<BR>With boxing gloves instead of a shotgun, baby </P>
<P><FONT color=#655753><B>Matrimony is Paving the Way for Preplanned Alchemy</B><BR></FONT>As the rain falls, my umbrella doesn't always work<BR>drip drop drip drop splish splashing in my brain<BR>It's a flood honey, a real mach five<BR>Oh dear, I fear a dreadful drizzle my dear<BR>It's time to fly south with the mice<BR>Dripping dripping dripping in my Sunday morning tea<BR>One lump or two? How do you do? It's the monopoly guy<BR>These mice aren't blind, baby, but I guess they don't see the light<BR>But you know, maybe it's just dark or something baby, I don't know<BR>It could be the wool pulled over their eyes<BR>by father time or a gardening bird<BR>I like to write but my hands aren't working for me<BR>I've just created the unabated understatement of the century<BR>It could be the wool pulled over my eyes<BR>but that's just a refrain</P>]]></description>
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		  		  	<category>jon walker</category>
		  		  	<category>panic!</category>
		  		  	<category>patd</category>
		  		  	<category>ryan ross</category>
		  		  	<category>spencer smith</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>kate1315</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-01-10T06:29:54Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[The album cover.]]></title>
	      <link>http://kate1315.buzznet.com/user/journal/79117/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">Hey!. Does anybody have one of the very first copies of the P!ATD album? If you do could u please take a pic of it and post it? I want to see if something on it is true. Plz tell me if u do post one thx!!</span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">&nbsp; ~~Byeas~~ </span><br style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">~*~{Luv Kate}~*~</span><br>]]></description>
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		  		  	<category>jon walker</category>
		  		  	<category>panic at the disco</category>
		  		  	<category>ryan ross</category>
		  		  	<category>spencer smith</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>kate1315</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2006-11-28T18:15:36Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[OMG THE CONCERT!!]]></title>
	      <link>http://kate1315.buzznet.com/user/journal/73170/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P><FONT color=#990000>Oh.My.Fucking.God. P!ATD was absolutly amazing. they kicked ass!. and omg bden danced and i got it all on my camera!! crappy resolution though. and i got like 100 pics! but i missed when bden gave ryan a kiss on the cheek.&nbsp;heart-breaking, i kno. the plain white t's and jacks manniquin were really good too. im so glad i went. pics will be up soon!! </FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#993399>~~!BYEAS!~~ luv kate</FONT></P>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>panic at the disco</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>kate1315</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2006-11-16T21:20:28Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Panic on Conan o Brien]]></title>
	      <link>http://kate1315.buzznet.com/user/journal/72745/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<FONT color=#cc66cc>omg! did anyone see P!ATD on the late night show with conan o brien last night?? it was amazing! ryan was singing back up vocals the whole time! i loved it they performed teen hearts. it wasnt as great as there concerts because they didnt have all the back up music but it was still awesome. im lucky my dad remembered to record it 4 me!!</FONT>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>kate1315</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2006-11-15T15:18:26Z</dc:date>
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